At Odds

Finding myself at odds with stuff over the past couple weeks or so. I want to withdraw from people and close myself away. I've been hiding it pretty well I think. Yet I also want to talk to someone about stuff but I don't feel like I can word stuff right. I don't know where to start. So I haven't been saying much, if anything. My head and heart feel a little scrambled. I'm hoping that getting this out in the universe will help some, even though it seems vague and jumbled.